So here's the news...

I'm in a quandary...have Boy 1 who I've just hooked back up with after 12 years, but has some stuff he needs to sort out before a 'real' relationship can happen. Then there's Boy 2, who is in and out of my life for months at a time, but whom I share loads with and have lots of fun. Boy 1 is sweet and attentive and fun too, but seems so intense. I'm not too sure I can handle Boy 1's extended family either. Boy 2 has little to no family, but lives in Canada. Boy 1 currently lives in Sydney and would move to be with me. Well once the drama's are sorted out. I really like both of them, but am certain either one would disappear from my life if I said I was seeing the other. I don't want to lose either one, but I can see that I am going to have to. AAARRRGGGHHH!!!! A relationship with Boy 2 is somewhat more difficult because of the distance involved and I would have to go to him. A relationship with Boy 1 looks like being complicated too. I just don't know now. Was alright till Boy 2 showed up again. Is it really possible to be falling in love with two boys at the same time?