Friday, January 6, 2012

Been A While

So it's been a while since I've blogged here, so what has happened since the last post?

I finally had "relations" (LOL) with the boy. Yes I actually met up with him face to face! Shocking I know, it's only taken 18 months since he came back into my life to make it happen! He has changed a lot, still kisses the same and still wants to rush everything, but was happy most of the time to just cuddle and hold me, cos I got a big case of the jitters! I got over them eventually and we were having a good time, then ... damn new medication made him sick, literally. Luckily not over me, cos it was the most inopportune time I can tell you. So that was the end of that.  I have since learned, cos he went of the communication radar for 3 months after that, that he was hospitalised. The reason being that he lost too much weight, or so he says.

I don't know what to believe at present. He says he wants to be with me, but has made no move to get to Melbs at all.  He isn't working at present by choice, and there is nothing holding him in Sydney either. I honestly don't know what the hold up is!

As this is the year I hot my 40th Birthday, I have decided to go to Canada to visit the other boy. I have sounded him out, and he seems keen. So I will see how things pan out, my tax return may be the air fare.